At age 21 I wanted to be the charismatic impactful business leader, Age 24 I wanted to follow my passion, Age 26 I wanted to be the obedient son and caring brother, Age 28 I wanted be the loving husband, Age 35 I wanted to work for society. So with Newer Responsibilities and with passing life these aspirations were building.
In this journey I was falling short & feeling entangled. My office desk would stay messed up, I would not network with outside world, I was not investing in new learning, ideas. I didn’t prioritise play time with my son. I was non caring with people who serve me daily – security guards, cook, drivers. I have forgotten my passion and buried this. I would occasionally call my parents as formality and not from my heart.
With my awakening, I have now realised that I need to align my aspirations with actions. There is so much I can do, with this I got into action – started to network with people outside office to get new perspectives, started to keep my desk clean, slotted play time with my son, started speaking with fathering daily basis, took time out for my passion, started to give gifts to my wife and life continues :))